Hello to all,
Thank you so much for the continued support. Claire's recovery from the surgery has been amazing and she has been progressing well. The speed at which she was able to function post brain surgery amazed many. She returned home with no complications.
Soon after Claire's discharge, Shannon and I began discussing next steps. The cancer had returned at 16 months but remained in the original tumor area. Her disease was not behaving as a typical S-PNET, showing no signs of progression to the spine or spinal fluid. We had been told on a prelimanary post-op report that all tumor was removed and the status was good. We discussed options and came to a desicion to request a treatment of highly focal radiation with oral chemotherapy. This is a "trial" treatment option which we researched and felt comfortable with. Standard treatment at recurrence would be whole brain and spinal radiation. The outcome from this treatment would be devastating to Claire. She already is facing challenges due to treatment and original injury.
On Tuesday, I attended a scheduled meeting with the Sutter team prepared to inform them of our desired treatment. We were fully aware that the Sutter team would most likely not be able to provide our chosen direction. Sutter is not a research hospital and tends not to go outside the "standard" of care protocol. We felt comfortable with alternative opionions from UCSF and Children's Hospital of Los Angeles. We were able to get a firm level of committment from our contacts that focal radiation was still a viable option. The cancer had returned but in the same area, and was resected.
I entered the lounge with the Sutter team prepared to state our case. Then came the news which I was not prepared for. I was informed that Claire's post-op MRI had a new "lesion".
I can not explain the emotion.
This news is obviously not good and very concerning. The new lesion is estimated to have appeared between her original pre-op mapping MRI and the post surgical MRI (13-15 days).
Shannon and I did not take this new's well. But we are committed to our HOPE. We have started the process of searching for a medical facility who will take Claire and allow us to stay with our original plan. CHLA is a strong possibility and we still will ask UCSF to review her case at Tumor Board. Sutter's position is to go with full cranio-spinal radiation, which does not secure a cure, or to move to a more palliative option. The quality of life issue is important to us and that's the direction we will pursue.
We will not stop believing that Claire will overcome and beat this. I ask that all of you stay with us and continue to pray and provide positive thought's for Claire.
30 Comments:
I have no words. I will only say I awakened and had to check Claire's site. No explanation. I am always amazed at your strength and courage. I often wonder how you go on each day. It is this that your Claire has given you. It is one thing that will never be taken away.
I wish you all the best and know that is not enough. Nothing but a miracle could grant you the peace you deserve. Just know that I hope it finds you.
May the spirit of the season be with you. I will continue to pray for Claire and her family. You are all so amazing. Remember this is the season of miracles
God bless you and your family as you continue to navigate these incredibly difficult waters. Please know there is the love and support of so many around you, who ache for you and wish that for only a moment we could take away the fears and stress.
We all believe in Claire, you and HOPE.
Our hearts are heavy and pray that you keep your on-going hope and incredible strength.
We love you,
The Brush Family
Chris and Shannon: I have no words for you right now. I'm typing this through tears. However, we've seen Claire beat the odds before and I really believe she'll get through this latest hurtle. The love we feel for all of you is indescribable and we, as a family, will continue our prayers for Claire. Love, Patty Warlick
We just hope, pray, and believe with you that Claire is going to beat this and finish this fight. We continue to pray for you all.....Love, Aunt Ginny & Uncle Larry
I don't have words that make what I feel have the meaning that says how my heart hurts for you. Our love is with you. Ron and Sue
Our prayers and love are with you all.
Ken and Nancy
I continue to be amazed by your strength and spirit! This is the season for joy and hope, so I will be praying for all of you.
Denise Boroughs-Fitch
My heart is heavy with sadness. Your strength is still amazing and my prayers continue. Bless you all always.
Peggie
We are very, very sorry your precious family has to endure this torment.
And, glad to read your words, "But we are committed to our HOPE."
...Your perseverence, determination and HOPE are admirable.
Cousin Wendy, who lost her sweet daughter a few years ago, asks us to share with you, "I’m so sorry about Claire’s battle, it’s so unfair. I’ll continue to think of them and ask Molly to wrap her wings around Claire to help keep her safe, comforted and strong."
Love,
Kirk and Dottie
Not a day will pass without multiple prayers for Claire and each of you. I will still pray that a miracle will prevail and that you will find the right treatment for Claire. Our love and prayers are with you always. We are here for you.
Melanie and Andrew
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sadness everywhere. We love you.
Love, Lindi Em and Dorian
You are amazing in your strength. Keep it up!!! We are all praying for you and your family. Thank you for taking the time to update us when you can. We think about you often.
Love The Kiniris Family, Sacramento
I sit at my desk each day and smile into the sweet smiling picture of Claire sitting on my desk. She is such a joy, such a true blessing.
Our hearts ache for Claire and your loving family. We are so sorry that yet another obstacle has been thrown your way.
We are right here by your side, praying and believing in Claire. She has come so far, the HOPE will never end.
Love, Billy, Tracy, Kelsey & Wyatt.
Chris & Shannon,
I'am amazed by your strength. Claire can beat this as she has overcome so many hard hurtles. Keep believing in her! My heart hurts for what your family is going through, it brings me to tears to think of what sweet Claire is going through and how tough she is. She is amazing we must just keep praying for her!
My love is with her!
Love Ms. Shasta
Praying, believing and waiting for the answers you need and the best treatment options for Claire. My heart sank hearing this.
Kristin In Seattle
Please know that we are praying every day and keeping hope alive for sweet Claire. We believe in her and in you!
xoxoRas
The Hannum Clan has Claire Denise Miller in their prayers. Stay strong Miller Family xo Nikki in San Ramon
Claire continues to be in our daily thoughts and prayers.
The Meulemans Family
As I read your posting today my heart grew heavy and my eyes filled with tears. The unfairness of Claire's situation is suffocating, but your response is like a breath of much needed air. Your endurance is remarkable and it is no wonder that claire has such strength. We have hope for all of you and we are with you today. Much love.
Amy Nhaisi
It is impossible to understand why this is happening. It is with such a heavy heart that we read the news -- I cannot imagine the grief and pain you must be feeling. Your strength and endurance is overwhelming. It is those qualities coupled with faith that will see Claire and your family through this. We do have HOPE. We continue our prayers.
Shannon, Chris, Ryan, Claire and Reese,
Bless you for sharing Claire with us. Her spirit is a lesson in life to all. We're with you in HOPE, prayer and faith. Love Mrs. D. and everyone at CPP
CMILLS-
I recently was at a coaching conference and heard of your situation. I dont remember the last time we have been in contact, though I think it was on the sidelines UO-ASU a few years back. I just wanted to drop a note and tell you to hang in and keep going forward. You were always part of the "D" and I recall some good times. We always joked 3 inches and 40 pounds away from the field. Cancer has taken two special people from me in recent years and, having kids myself,I can not imagine the experience you are in. I utilize life experience in coaching the young men at TU and your battle will be utilized to teach adversity and courage.
TK
Claire is amazing and will contiue to achieve amazing feats. Our hope, belief, and prayers are with Claire Denise Miller. She is a miracle.
We love you all,
The McLaughlins
I AM with you dear Miller family...and will continue to pray as you request...continue to believe and I will also pray you receive a special blessing of strength and peace at this time.
My heart hurts and is so heavy. Claire is amazing and her strength will get her through this obstacle too....Keep believing in Claire, she can do this.....my prayers are with you...
Love Nona
I don't have the courage to imagine what you feel nor the wisdom to know what to say. Always on my mind.
Jeff Paustian
Hello, My name is Laura. I have been checking your site on occasion and am so sorry to hear of Claire's setback. My two year old daughter also has brain cancer. Hers is an ependymoma.I know that this is overwhelming and I know that there are a lot of decisions to make. I felt that I needed to tell you about the type of radiation that we did for our daughter. It is called proton radiation. Right now there are only 3 or 4 places in the country that do this type of radiation and most hospitals do not know enough about it to recommend it. Most insurances do pay for it. We are convinced that it was the best thing we could have ever done for Mckenna. It is slightly more effective than regular photon radiation but WAY less damaging to healthy tissue and it causes way less side effects. I don't want to sound like an ad but it was well worth it for us and I want to share what we know. Feel free to email me at laura.matteson@att.net if you are interested and I can tell you more. I will pray for Claire. Laura
Thoughts and prayers for Claire.
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